Takes one to know one…

Hey, don’t write yourself off yet
It’s only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don’t you worry what they tell themselves
When you’re away

It just takes some time, little girl
You’re in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, you know they’re all the same
You know you’re doing better on your own
So don’t buy in, live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn’t matter if that’s good enough for someone else

It just takes some time, little girl
You’re in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You’re in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, don’t write yourself off yet
It’s only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don’t you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say

It just takes some time, little girl
You’re in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You’re in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

well, wla lng… ac2ali ngpppncn lng ako… haha… the typical me… BWAHAHAHA!!! cge n nga here’s my post 4 2day!

an saya pla maglaro ng dodge ball…. ahaha… 1st tym eh… kaso talo kmi ng 1point! tsk tsk… kala ko nga papatyin n nmn kmi ng PE teacher nmin eh… kc 2periods ang PE nmin tpos grabe warm-up nia prang ion warm-up ng mga boys pag may official game cla ng basketball… haha… buti n lng dodge ball lng pnagawa s min… nkk2wa nga eh… una kong nlaman ion dodge ball sa alice academy tpos i was thinking of playing it tpos ion n2pad n! haha… an babaw ko tlga!

btw, e2 pla sked ng subjects ko para dun s mga gustong mkaalam… haha… pro sometimes my extra lessons kmi like drumming lessons n more like sinisingit nla sa sked nmin… pero e2 tlga ion official:

MONDAY: math, computers(2 periods), drama(2 periods), job preparation, english, & religion…

TUESDAY: legal studies(2 periods), spanish, math, mini company(2 periods), & computers(2 periods)…

WEDNESDAY: spanish, music(2 periods), english, & history(2 periods)..

THURSDAY: PE(2 periods), math, interior design(2 periods), spanish, & computers(2 periods)…

FRIDAY: religion, art(2 periods), spanish, math, english, & chemistry…

grabe nga… pucha sa spanish ala ako maintindihan! haha… tpos sa art nman ngddrwing ako with the HELP of my PC… bwahaha… gngwa k ion secret technique ni hime! haha… nkk2wa!!! tpos ina hanggang 6th year pla d2! pucha! 2 years p ko ggraduate!!! haaaayy… okay lng kc ala p rin nman ako naiicp n course sa college eh… kso inaatake n ako ng ktamaran eh… tpos sa math, feeling genius ako… FOIL method topic nmin… nkkaiyak… haha… sa english nman, assistant editor ako ng english magazine nmin! ^_^ ano p b? ala n ko mtandaan eh… ion… e2 muna sa ngaun!

BWAHAHAHAHA!!!

im a typical vain type of gal not to mention being an egoist and an obnoxious brat according to some people… as of now, im locking my self-up in the kitchen… the only light that i have is that of the laptop that im using… sometimes hugo comes in but he doesn’t mind the darkness and just gets what he wants and leaves the room immediately…

so what is the relationship of that with my title?!

simple, the thing that im doing in the laptop is watching anime(as usual) and browsing books online(not comic books or mangas, real novels)… so what now?

the anime that im  watching is titled KYOU KARA MAOU(dude, o’ha! tnatpos ko n!^^) to those who know it and had finished watching it, you know what i mean, d b? the new maou(Yuri) engaged to the ex-maou’s son(Wolfram)… and the rest is history… blah blah blah… i really enjoy watching it and gives me a good mood… so i don’t care what other people say about it… i enjoy doing my own stuffs… the anime’s really nice and fun to watch… the plot is good too… but i can’t help feeling and saying that sometimes it’s too gay… though it’s not a bad thing i just can’t help it… haha… somehow i feel weird saying crappy stuffs like this… who cares?! it’s my blog anyway…

the second and last thing… i mentioned earlier in this post that im also browsing some books online… haha… do i even have to type it?! to those who know me, i think you know what kind of books im actually looking at online… to those who don’t, well perhaps you might get a clue at this post’s title… haha…

and that’s why i think im feeling so GAY right now… or so i think…

oh well, i just wrote what im currently doing and feeling right now… somehow this post is different from the other posts, if i offended someone… well, SHITSUREISHIMASU*… (_._)

*it means a formal apology in JAPANESE language…

Monday - Dec. 15

We went to GlenCree… It’s really nice there… I learned something about ‘conflicts’… Everyone’s been nice to me… We played a lot of games and respected each others opinions…

Tuesday - Dec. 16

I skipped school… I pretended to be sick… It’s my mom’s bday and I bought her an ice cream (1 liter) with sugar cones and chocolate strands… My stepbro’s really annoying acting like a big boss… haha…

Wednesday - Dec.17

We got a special course… ‘DRUMMING’ lessons for two periods… It’s really fun and nice… haha… i really enjoyed it…

Thursday - Dec. 18

I ate nilaga!!! yay!!! i feel crappy coz i ate the leftovers which can still be fed for 3 people…

Friday - Dec. 19

I went to the Garda… I applied for a registration… The registration certificate is more like an identity card though it’s not an identity card… I also went to FORBIDDEN PLANET and SUB-CITY in Dublin which is a comic bookstore… Tough luck, they don’t sell yaoi mangas… T_T So, I just ordered the WISH manga(4 volumes) by Clamp…

AMEN!!! ^^

i haven’t  been online for a week because of IT shitness…

There is only one thing which I cannot give up. It is without a question the one and only very important thing in my life.Every last thing inside of me is formed from it. It is an intense passionate idea which I am completely unable to put into words…

I have faith in myself.

I won’t let anyone make me loose this idea.

I won’t let anyone make me give up this idea.

It is for that idea that I breathe, that my blood flows, and that I am painting…

Every time I’m painting, not coming close to that idea, I grind my teeth in frustration. This isn’t what I yearn to say. My own idea isn’t at such a simple level as this. Crying ”one cannot draw close to infinity”, suffering, hurting, becoming worn out and raging, I continue to exist…

No matter how I raged, however, this single thing did not change. I also have known what it is to be born anew. If only I could make you feel even one ten-millionth of this emotion…

IF ONLY…

i got no classes on monday…

my class, we’re going to have some sort of mini field trip… haha… whole day and we’re going to visit the GlenCree…

san nmn kya ion d b?!

an gling…

knakausap n ko ni hugo(my stepbro’s name)…

bwahahaha…

nkk2wa cia…

^_^

i can say that im in a good mood today!!!

bwahahaha!!!

bkit?!

kc nkilala ko n stepbro k!!!

haha!!!

an gwapo nia!!!

san k pa?!

bwahahaha!!!

an saya!!! ^_^

my psok n ko bkas!!! haha…

ala lng… i just finished watching the law of ueki anime… i just finished the whole series… haha… addicted pa rin ako… haaayyy… nakakatuwa talaga… that’s it… ^_^

~twin sister… where are you?! T_T

7am in here, but i can’t still see the skies nor the sun… there are many cars and houses yet i can’t see people… they call the mall in here town centre yet ang onti p rin ng mga tao!!! i mean, kung k2lad s SM Mega, sa town centre hndi k man lmang mabbangga ng tao sa sbrang luwag! tpos sanay ako sbrang init usually cnsbi ko sa pilipinas "im melting!", d2 nmn "im freezing!"… 5 degree celsius!!! im wearing 3 layers of clothing nga eh…

january 8 pla pasok k… an cute ng uniform k, prang uniform dun sa bleach… haha… long sleeves nga lng ion sa akin…

nga pla, regarding the YM ayaw mainstall eh… i tried installing it, pro no luck eh… oh i got a new fone, Sony Ericsson V630i bnili ko lng khapon, ay mali ni mommy pla… haha…

until next tym… see ya around… MISS KO NA KAU!!!

grabe! ngyeyelo n k d2! 5 degree celsius! ngllkad ako sa lbas ng my gnyang temperature!!! can u bliv that?!

well, just wanna say to evry1 n thanks at ok lng nman ako d2, i guess… haha… ion…